1.20.2010
Hmmms. Tiring day for me! slept at 7 plus after i disturb someone :) and then, some irritating charactor came texting me, disturbing my sleep. I don't even know who the heck he is! He claimed that we chatted in MSN and he got my number from FB. ZzZzZ~This person seriously doesn't know what is "FO PLEASE".zz. Spent HALF of my precious day EXPLAINING to him that he did nothing wrong. I just don't want to contact him that's all! why? CAUSE HE IS FREAKY AND IRRITATING AND have HIGH hopes of being together with me WITHOUT even knowing me! ZzzZz. Why is there such a person in this world!?AHHHH~ My sister brought me to a very cool place!! I swear I've never been there! WOOLALA~ Sunshine Plaza i think? I saw sooooo many things I want to get. But out of the 3 items i saw, 2 of them are ONLY FOR DISPLAY. T.T
There's this really cool doll. holding a rock guitar! THUMBS UP MAN! she's so beautiful, by staring at it, I just can't get my eyes OFF! XD
We were supposed to find my sister's Gundum blah blah freedom blah blah lightning series(It's the model's full series name i guess?) But we end up talking about tailoring cosplay clothings.. BLAHBLAH. XD I guess I'm not the only one OUT of my mine eh?! My sister actually prepared few hundreds for the limited edition Gundum. And, the shop keepers stared for SO LONG before he asked us if he could help. ZzZz. Why? Can't girls be interested in those?! (though... I'm not one of them..)
OOH YAH~ there's this really cute guy in the shop too! XD His has a pretty face, and BEAUTIFUL EYES!! It's a pity he's only around my height. :D But well, He's still cute XD
Walked around there for awhile. Realised that place is for ANIME lovers. XD
From Comics, to tailoring clothes, to rental of cosplay clothings, to Gundums, to all sorta stuff! DAM COOL LAHH~ XD
I have to admit, the only uncool part was the ERP and FARE i had to pay to get there!! &$@#%!!
Took pictures of my and my sister while I'm still quite happy about going out (before i realised how much I'm gonna spend!! )
HAHA. I know i know. My sister's cute! lol.
This is what we bought !! :D
Comics- Vampire Knight 1~11 + VK PokerCards
Levi's Jeans, and a top. (sister's)
E2 -My bras~ XD PINK AND BROWN~ lololol~ ok too much info XD
HOHO~ it's gonna keep me busy for like.. errms.. 2 days? XD
I haven figure out how the Pokercards' gonna be my tarot reading card sia! so many diff picpic XD me and my peabrain! HUHU~ T.T
HEHS! My sister's so NICE! she said she'll cosplay with me... IF she don't have to show her face! LOL~ This is not mission impossible ok~ Other then the part where SHE IS SO SHORT~ -.-"
I recommend Naruto charactors for her. SHE REJECT! zz. So i guess she's going to be the SHORTEST Ichigo Kurosagi in BLEACH. ooops. did i get the name right? AH YAH wadever luhh HOHO~ This person wears a MASK during the time when he changes into halo. ehh. go youtube find yrself~ LALALA.
And.. OOPS! i missed u a bit today! XD
FREE MAN'S BOXER~ ANYONE?! lol. the free gift when i buy the bra from E2 luhh~ zzz. The lady touch touch me when she "helped" me change lor. TAOYANS~ and I've gotta pay $100 FOR IT !! $@%@$#&#%@... LOL~
I also want to work as a promoter there!! Then my turn to touch people for MONEY. LOL.
1 thing i don't like about that promoter? SHE ASK ME WHAT SIZE MY BF WEARS~ T.T people cannot single mehhhhhhhhh! cannot don't want free gift mehhhhhhhhhh! I tell her i don;t know my bf wear what size. i anyhow pick and i said, He wear, not i wear, DON'T CARE! she laughed. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!! ULTIMATE PAISEH-NESS! ROARRS!
I AM GONNA GO BUGIS TOMORROW WITH MY SISTER AGAIN!! HUUHUU~
Time for my VAMPIRE KNIGHT !! :D goodnights people. <33>Labels: Spening $240 in a day
10:53 PM
1.19.2010
well. don't feel like going home. juz ate tom yum creamy noodles * QQ noodels kays * plus banana choco flavoured pocky.. LOLS! now gonna eat CP chix wings.. lols.. pig!!! PIG~! urs truely Leanne~
11:56 PM
1.18.2010
i don't know if i'm saying all these cause i'm a bit jealous... ok... maybe more than a bit.. -.-"
But... seeing that youre laughing with someone now, hmmmmms. i don't know. should be good for you. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh crap. ignore me :D
If i were so important, you would find some time to just send me a short sms, of cause, it will make me so so happy. If i were so special, you would have used your way to let me know somehow. Looks like I'm just a passerby whom happens to be dam stupid.
Well. atleast i don't have to go find out yr feelings via tarot cards or poker cards? i wished it was true actually. :( ahhhhhhhhh.nvm.
Looks like things are finally going to be clear? i hope.
you took a step forward. But it lets me feel that you opened up your doors for others on the way. lol. i don't know what i'm saying.
I like to bet with the god. :) lets bet, this time. monday. by 730pm. lets see what happens.
goodnight.
5:41 AM
1.15.2010
Not liking the days w/o you actually. The only way now is msn i guess. I know what will happen next if we continue this way. Things will just be like this. You enjoying your life w/o me. Me trying my best to let you be this way, thinking that you'll be better off w/o me. Controlling my urge to start all my sms-ing crap and stuffs. Just like the past.
Why must I always end up in this situation? hmms. I donate too little to charity or did I do too many bad things? -.-" Wanting us to be like before this 'incident' happened seems to be quite impossible now, somehow.
OK. now someone signed in -.- and all I'm doing now is waiting to see if someone will PM me. OMG. Yzanne turned GAGA at the wrong timing. To the wrong person. zz.
Sometimes, i think, maybe we know each other at the wrong time. HMMS! If that is the case, WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME?!?! lol.
OK FINE! i have u to entertain now XD TATA to blog. for now...
10:00 PM
1.14.2010
I don;t know the FULL reason why. But atleast now i know some. Yeahh. i know it all along. But just, i choose to live in denial stage each time XD
yeahh yeahh! i know gerger always told me that!!
Looks like this time is the biggest risk I'm taking huh? I'm not gonna care about anything. Atleast when everything ends or whatsoever. I won't be crying again, thinking about what i COULD have done but did not do. This is the real YZANNE from the start isn't it? Brave, strong.. OK! the cheerful part got eaten up by -you- actually. I just can't make myself go away this time!
I wished in everyway i could find, of cause not going to say out my WISH yet. UNLESS it comes true. I don't know how long it's going to take seriously. I've never thought of being her replacement of cause. Even if i do, you won't. And I'm not her. But all I can do now, Is to TRY?
I wanna be there to laugh for you (at you also. LOL.). I wanna be there to cry with you. I wanna be there to feel what you feel. To care what u care about. To think what you're thinking. I know I'm a cry baby, through this plan of mine. I might cry and emo, But I'll go through it no matter what. I don;t need to be with you now. Just need you to be brave with me.
If only u tried to step on. I'll make sure I catch you this time and show you ONLY what is nice n beautiful in this "world". I don;t like you being alone cause i know you don't like it yrself.
OOH YAH! the "need a closer friend" sms. was part of the "forget me" plan i used on any other person. BUT, PLEASE DON'T ! ok. now i have to admit again. I wasn;t in the right state of mind. NOW i know I don't want you to leave!
Who told you you've hurt me? ok maybe just a bit cause i didn't know you'll rush things like this. But atleast... I know there're things u said and really meant it.
I have no idea how important she was. and is -.-"
But all that's alright. Since i'm the one who made u feel something you've not for such a long time. I thnk it's only fair for me to wait for my happiness to come to me. :)
MUSHY MUSHY I KNOW! -.-" If it's not for you i WON'T even be talking like this. Who ask you to be so dumb XD
Unless one day, you need me no more. Like me no more. Want me no more. I'm not gonna pass you to other people who will mayb eat you up. ><"
Of cause, i don;t wanna be a burden to you. So, If I'm told to leave... I really will.
*SHEN HUUUU XI~*
You're feelings are what makes me strong for now. It's all i have to know. Your company is all I need to have the sweetest dream. Leave the rest to me. I've told you how 'manly' i am! lol.
NOW LOOK PEOPLE! YZANNE IS GOING TO FIGHT FOR HIM. IF ANYTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME. PLEASE REMIND ME WHAT I'VE BLOGGED TONIGHT !! EFFORT MUCH MUCH APPRICIATED!! THANKS ALOT PEOPLE!!
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10:26 PM
1.13.2010
我想要成为你的眼
把最美的风景
收进你的心中
我想要成为你的手
好让我 从现在到以後
占有你温柔 一刻不放过
恨不得把明天没收
让你永远不会变动
专注的爱着我
我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得 我们那么爱过
我要替你收集笑容
怕未来 快乐变得贵重
要是少了我 你有多寂寞
太阳不会放弃天空
哪怕你不再属於我
我会在不同的窗口 给你拥抱
我忘不掉 你第一次吻我
PS WO AI NI.
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Hmms. Emo time listen to all the emo emo songs. Lame right! Hoho.
Don't know how this person manage to control my emotions so freely even without him knowing it himselfs. What is happening here? I really have no idea.
This is the first time I ever dare tell someone how much i love him. OK FINE! though I have to admit that there's still some part here and there i didn't dare to say it out. But then.... hmmms.... Emo whold night already you know!
This is SO NOT ME. ok fine. face it yzanne. :(
I have a bad feeling about all this, now. But somehow, good or bad i don't know. It seemed that this is not going to be like this. I don;t know how or what to say about it. hmmms. Was pressured and stress thinking too much about the things. i admit i think it's a bit too rush and stuff. But was happy you were brave.
I decided to do things my way, since you asked me to do anything i want. I don;t know how u feel now. How you think and how u're gonna react. But seriously, i don;t know if it's me who think too much or whatever, you felt further away already.
Like my gerger said, i won;t give things up so easily cause i don't like to regret later on. So i guess i'm just gonna do what i want and what i can and if i really get nothing, i won't regret.
Gerger and alvin talked to me the whole night. Seeing me stressed son't know for what. tears when i laugh. LOL.thanks ppl!
I really want to know how u feel and stuffs. The conclusion I've made through the night is that I'm gonna break the ice MYSELF. There are certain things you might be afraid of, or stressed about. But i guess I've seen much more and suppose to be much more stronger. If i can't break it in time, of cause, i'm aware of what will happen. But then, No matter how, I'm gonna try. NOT thinking of the wounds or scars i might get. Just plainly hoping you get a better future. Even if it's not with me in it.
Even if i cant be the one who can give u happiness. I'll wanna be the one who see u happy.
I guess this IS me?
AND OF CAUSE.
I don't wanna be.. waiting for you and stuff like that cause that would be so stressful for you lahh! So i guess I'm gonna put it like this....
I'ld be standing at the point when i still feel closer and important to you. Even if you're not going to be there with me anymore. I'm going to stay there for awhile, looking around to see if i can find any traces of you. I'll still be there, for now, so when u turn back and check if i'm dere. I'll be there, sitting in a dark corner trying my best to BE MYSELF AGAIN. So no matter what happens next, I'll try to be, ME. the one u felt is special.
HUUHUU~ so touching right! i wanna cry! XD OK TATA~
4:43 PM
So many things happened. Like, a bit too much for me to blog about.Happiness came too fast. Too good to be true. And so came the sadness. HMM!Well. I guess this is life. When he asked for time I should have given him luhh! Why even bother to like.... keep asking him what he is thinking and how he is feeling. This is so not bad yzanne! :( I dunno what's gonna happen and what is happening. But all i hope for now is.......JUST DONT LEAVE ME.OKOK! fine. i admit i need you more than u need me. it's obvious. i care too much bout u i din think of what i need to do FOR u. it just felt as thou i was pushing u. :(Well. cant blog much luhh! BLAH BLAH.Over at somewhere. drinking. hope it helps me get into my lalaland a little. :( go talk to friends liao! LU LALA.Labels: yes i do.. i really do..
4:26 AM
1.10.2010
Why didn't -you- just understand what I've been going through? Why can't -you- be like before? understanding, let me explain myself. I'm very tired emotionally about these stuffs lately. Not that I don't give a damn. But just that I can't. We were so close and all. Why the sudden change? And I DID listen to your advice. And luckily I did...
I just miss -you- sometimes. You haven been caring bout our friendship as much anymore. hmmms.
Went class today. The lecturer has a pervertic face somehow. Class was alright, other than the fact that it's all about maths and the graphs!
After class went tampines with Wu didi. Wanted to meet KY & ET. But they took the freaking bus 67. -.- from CCK-TAMPINES. So long lahh~ lol.
Wu didi hyper today worr. LOLOL. Thanks for sharing the stuffs with me man! And thanks for being there :D Really needed that. Thanks for everything!! ^^.
Well. RDM PIC. LOL~
Taken on train to tampines.
WELL! We celebrated for our FAILURE in BUSINESS LAW module. T.T
LOL. the food was taking SOOOO long i feel like running off. zz.
Well. Before we ate dinner, was walking ard TM and nothing much caught my eye. Went to Xcraft and TADA~ pink! green! ok BUY! XD it didn't cost much. But it made that someone happy :) under the influence of the PINK spect he showed me maybe? XD
Well. HAD FUN! :D
they went to the arcade and played some kids game. LOL. so funny actually. Waited till 1030 for nic to finish work. Meet awhile, talk talk and headed home.
CONCLUSION IS! I SPENT ALOT ! AND HAVEN BOUGHT MY CLOTHES !!! T.T
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Although i made him quite paiseh on the phone tonight. But seriously, the words were so sweet. I don't know what makes me believe in his words. But yes i do. And he claims that he meant the words ytd. :) BIG step forward i think? hmmmms. Small little things made him happy. kept saying thanks. hehs. Well. i wonder what's gonna come for me on WED. XD Kinda scary but well... no comments. let's see about it. ><'' Alright people. I'm tired myself today. Slept only 2 hours thinking about stuffs. NIGHT NIGHT!! Anyway. i realised some rdm photo of the past! LOL~ ITS SO OMGGGGGG!!!
OK! the last one's so rdm -.-
AHH~ <333333333333333
OK! THIS IS SOMEONE WHO WE KNOW! lol.
TADAHH~ XD dun love me too much ppl! XD
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1:57 AM
1.09.2010
From 7am+ slept till about 9am? and seriously that is it. i woke up for god-knows-what reason and now I'm here. blogging. -.-''
I wonder if -you-'ve found the special someone. I don't want all these to happen actually. Been through so much together. Talked about all the things. -You- know me inside out and I know -you- somewhat upside down. ><''
I don't how to keep -you- out of my mind till 8th Feb. It's actually frustrating. Not knowing the progress. Have to forbid myself from wanting to call or text -you-. Having to still see -you- in class but must act as if I don't know -you-. These is what -you- want but NEVER what I want. All i wanted was -you- to be more understanding. I have work to do outside. There are things I've been keeping from -you-, I'm sorry. But all I want to say, has already been honestly presented to -you- in the nicest way I can find.
-You- didn't give a damn when i needed -you-. Stressed enough but -you-'re still giving me attitude over small stuff. Friends DO argue and all. But why and I don't know HOW -you- can leave our friendship to FATE. And then it's about -you- having happiness, some1 special. What has it gotta do with our friendship?
I've been trying my very best to let -you- know how important -you- were to me. I was the only one whom kept clinging on. -You- just don't understand how i feel.
GERGER is sick. :( losing her voice alrdy. So, no talking on phone sessions. No going out to have fun. T.T cry die me~ GET WELL SOOOOON NAHHH~ Cou gerger. hummps! We must put the paper lantern together again de OKAYYS! :D kuai dian hao qi laii luhh! -xiang nii ooooh~-
It has been quite a long time someone let me feel this way. hmmms. How should I put it?
The 'temptation to love again..' I admit that my past is what made me unable to trust and love as deep. I did , but it hurt really badly in the end. The one whom taught me how deeply i could love. The one whom taught me the symbol of infinity(did i spell it right? o.O). It was so painful i dare not love again.
But then... This is so tempting. XD
Going gaga over small matters. Sacrificing my most important sleep just wanting to accompany him awhile longer. Enjoying the chance to disturb him whenever I'm free. Making him blush is something i discovered I like to do. ><'' He might not be romantic but he's sweet. He's best in being honest. If there's a competition in "who can say the most SORRIES in a day?" the grand winner will confirm be him. He's the only guy whom lets me feel that he's really feeling very bad and sorry for saying the wrong thing and stuffs. I don't know what made me trust him. ><" Maybe because he always complains that it's scary how i can read him like a book.
He's the only person whom i feel, scared of the things I'm scared of? hmmmms.
Well. what can i say? :) dumbdumb, if u're reading this... DON'T 'an shuang' and smile to yr comp i tell u !! <3<3
10:12 AM
Fan wei qi- i think i..
一天过一天
从不确定变成了答案
就像这样
停留在只有你去的方向
每当你出现我身旁
就感觉爱情的重量
我越在意越难衡量
就越放不下
越不去想就越是他
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i think i love you~
爱就是这样couse
i miss you～
喜欢你善良陪你去逛逛
会偶尔吵架
吵累了说贴心的话
i'm falling for you～
爱就是这样now
i need you
想等你放假
要一起分享今晚的星光
当你说要守护幸福
不打烊～
我们越看就像
不说也能聊解对方
画同一张图画
想同一个梦想
幸福是一座大灯塔
少了你世界就找不了
你一定会再给我力量
其实爱我并不复杂
真心的对话
就能够往幸福出发
爱时常让两个人受伤
爱也总让两个人更坚强
我们不会知道
以后的日子会有多长
在我的世界
都会有你守护肩膀
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4:30 AM
1.08.2010
WOOLALA.
waiting for 745am to wake the dumbdumb up. hmmms.
decided to read up horoscopes n Zodiac.
Find chinese Zodiac kinda interesting and TRUE.
well. lets see.
HORSE:
People born under this sign tend to be cheerful, irritable, well-liked, and willful. They fall easily in and out of love, detest wasting time, and are more likely to do things their own way. Horses find it difficult to work within time-constraints or to follow an agenda. They are impulsive, quick-thinking, forgetful, and can be aggressive, masterful manipulators of both events and people.Go with Tiger, Sheep and Dog.OMG! there's one app in FB about the Zodiac sex!
AND, it is SOO irritating actually. Cant copy n paste! i shall type! DAM. RED is the info from the app. and YELLOW is the comments i give! ZZZZZZ!~
VIRGOS:A true horror in sexual zodiac.(NO HORR! XD) Virgos are the only people who can become prostitutes and still claims to be virgins (zzzzzz) .A virgo tends toward practical and realistic attitude toward sex, so this little pun is not at all far-fetched.A virgo will, for instants, ask $50 for a blowjob. $75 if you cum into their mouth, and $20 a min, which ever "comes" first. (no comments. zzz)Virgos can be witty, articulate, charming and "lives of the parties" but usually fuck it up by hiding their emotions. (ok. i guess it's about the hiding emotions so that the party will get going.)Virgos are the kind of people who sanitized the toilet seat cover.(TO BE CLEAN WHAT !! ) they are the type who insist on using unopened tube of K-Y. If a condom wasn't vacuum-sealed, they will never go near it.(better to be SAFE den SORRY) Complete showers, if not, disinfected baths are required before and after.(zz. other horoS dun do that?) And if you ever touch a virgo's asshole, kiss yr tryst goodbye.(ok. this part mayb true XD)
This is bout my Birthday. not really true thou -.-"
SEPTEMBER: (17)Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.And this. I don't really understand.
September 2 – September 29 Vine signs are born within the autumnal equinox, which makes your personality changeable and unpredictable. You can be full of contradictions, and are often indecisive. But this is because you can see both sides of the story, and empathize with each equally. It is hard for you to pick sides because you can see the good points on each end. There are, however, areas in your life that you are quite sure about. These include the finer things of life like food, wine, music, and art. You have very distinctive taste, and are a connoisseur of refinement. Luxury agrees with you, and under good conditions you have a Midas touch for turning drab into dramatic beauty. You are charming, elegant, and maintain a level of class that wins you esteem from a large fan base. Indeed, you often find yourself in public places where others can admire your classic style and poise. Vine signs pair well with Willow and Hazel signs. Sign: Vine (Muin) Symbol: The White swan Ruling Planet: Venus - Gwena Celtic Gods: Branwen, Guinevere, EtainAND quiz which makes me sad. :(
You are a dumb bitch. You say dumb things and no one knows why. You could be trying to get yourself out of the situation, or you're just dumb. Either way it works because people don't want to be bothered. They laugh at you a lot. The only reason people like you is because your either hot or you benefit them from being so dumb.
VIRGO-the virgin:Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.This is only ABOUT YZANNE! lol.
You should get a Unique Tattoo! You are really your own person! You love just being yourself. You have your highs and your lows but you always stay loyal to who you really are. You don't care about fitting in with the crowd or keeping up with trends. (Often you realize you are way ahead of them anyways!) You are your own person! This is the best thing you can get for yourself! You know who you are and you should be proud of it! Don't be afraid to be as simple or crazy as your are! You just should keep being yourself... The right tattoo will come along and it will be as interesting and amazing as you are!
AHHHHH~ 730pm alrdy! :DBlogs are so nice for killing time <33Labels: ME.HOROS.ZODIACS.
5:46 AM
7JAN09 !
it's late and it came! ^!&@$#%@^&&#(@*#$
QI SI REN. nvm. have better den don't have bahhhhhhhh~ :,(
Yzanne went out with gerger today! :)
went tampines find friend and dumbdumb. LOL.
the name shall not be said.. not now ><'' ANYWAYYYYYY~ I end up eating pasta mania instead of TONKICHIIII~ T.T my ramen~ my sushi~ my sashimiiiiii~ hmmmmmmms. the bake rice sucked. zz. Mushroom baked rice if i'm not wrong.XD the nicest thing for dinner tonight was ICE LEMON TEA. XD dinner at 945pm T.T hungry die me de norr. well. slacked awhile and smoke alot. then moved on to MOVIES! the MOGAN movie thing? not nice actually. but cause i enjoy watching movies.... i watched it w/o falling asleep! :) My friend caught me a bearbear u know! i didn't wanna give him money cause he don't SEEM like he knows how to catch the dolls. but well. he 'stole' my dollar and yes he did catch it. LOLOL~ of cause, i paid for it so it's mine! :D
And best thing IS....
THERE'S A BIG BIG KEROPPI !! XD
i don't think i can get it. so i never tried. XD
but then.. i got it for FREE. by taking a pic of it T.T
i sooooo feel like hugging it. ROARR~
JUST LOOK AT IT~ it's like telling me:"get me! GET MEEE!!"
OOH YAH! We're gonna do the lantern thing again ok! im gonna wish for TONS of stuffs this time! here's what i wrote. MUAHAHA~
can't see right?~ GOOD! XD wishes cannot be said out one norr. :X
Hmmms. I met the person and then.. XD i dunno how to put it.
It's always nice to see the "hrts" coming in.
Always nice to know that you'r part (maybe JUST A TINY PART) of someone's life.
Doing something small for someone and hoping he doesn't sees it. LOL~
Long time since i felt this way. :)
And yes, errrmms. Afraid of some things. But then again.........
This time my instinct seemed to be a bit wrong. HMMS.
I don;t really read him like a book actually. If he is, i'll wanna read over and over again till i remember it word by word. but.. TOO BAD~ no one can undstand someone as well as this.
Or maybe he doesn't know it himself. or he hasn't realised it. HMMS.
Well. i did a part of showing him HOW un-girly i am with friends. ><'' WELL. worried that he'll be like any others. but turned out to be NOT. dunno to be happy bout it or sad sia. He's just so diff. *thumps up!* And it's heart warming to still see the "hrt" coming. LOL. Weird thing is, i mistook it for a hrt, thinking that it might be kinda... facial expression thingiee instead. XD dun wanna think too much ya know! ended up as a hrt in the end XD 1st impression's all bout the SHY-ness. OMG! XD den it was the butterflies i had! den was the dunno what to say. DEN CAME MY "ti ti tahh ti tuuuuuuuuuuuu~" SHIIT~ XD The feeling i felt was diff from what i thought. and the impression i got was diff from what my friends told me. WELL WELL~ lets see bout it. ><>
3:43 AM
1.07.2010
Woolala~
Sooo long since i blogged. lol. i'm blogging because everyone is doing it now!
WHY! lol. hmmmms. SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED lately!
i so feel like running away sometimes. hmmmms.
All thanks to -you-, i learnt to be brave and let it all go.
you're such a new friend! :D
And then.. guess i've learnt quite some new stuffs.
-friends come and they go. without a trace. -.-
-Humans are weak in the heart. i duno why.
-Some things are not meant to be voiced out. but some things are!
of cause there's alot more luhh!
WOOLALA~ my pink nails! lol.
Under some influence, maybe?
my nails are PINK ! lol.
toe n fingers~ LOLOL~
hmmmmmmmmmmmms.
i shall get green next time i shop luhh~ lol.
AHHHH~ for the person who blogged about me....
I shall blog about u too. :D WELL WELL.......
I haven met up with this person. and like all of you may think. it's so stupid somehow. Hmms.
He appears to be not what i thought, but what i'll think about. LOL.
He's just different. Special in a way i also don't know how to put it.
And since, he's so interested in listening to my old grandmother stories, guess this blog is gonna be VERY helpful.
Maybe cause, i enjoy being another person whenever he's ard. as in..... msn BLAH BLAH.
He made me felt different. :)
On the other hand!~ always complains that i read him like a book.! lol~
due to his horoscope luhh~ XD
who ask him tell me ahh hehehes! XD
well well. i've added colour into his life. no matter what, i only hope these colours doesn't fade away like anyother things in life. :)
Lazy to put tag board or smth. lazy to put music too! lazy lazy! ><''
shall see what happens tml luhh :D
Labels: NEW YEAR NEW LIFE
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