From 7am+ slept till about 9am? and seriously that is it. i woke up for god-knows-what reason and now I'm here. blogging. -.-''
I wonder if -you-'ve found the special someone. I don't want all these to happen actually. Been through so much together. Talked about all the things. -You- know me inside out and I know -you- somewhat upside down. ><''
I don't how to keep -you- out of my mind till 8th Feb. It's actually frustrating. Not knowing the progress. Have to forbid myself from wanting to call or text -you-. Having to still see -you- in class but must act as if I don't know -you-. These is what -you- want but NEVER what I want. All i wanted was -you- to be more understanding. I have work to do outside. There are things I've been keeping from -you-, I'm sorry. But all I want to say, has already been honestly presented to -you- in the nicest way I can find.
-You- didn't give a damn when i needed -you-. Stressed enough but -you-'re still giving me attitude over small stuff. Friends DO argue and all. But why and I don't know HOW -you- can leave our friendship to FATE. And then it's about -you- having happiness, some1 special. What has it gotta do with our friendship?
I've been trying my very best to let -you- know how important -you- were to me. I was the only one whom kept clinging on. -You- just don't understand how i feel.
GERGER is sick. :( losing her voice alrdy. So, no talking on phone sessions. No going out to have fun. T.T cry die me~ GET WELL SOOOOON NAHHH~ Cou gerger. hummps! We must put the paper lantern together again de OKAYYS! :D kuai dian hao qi laii luhh! -xiang nii ooooh~-
It has been quite a long time someone let me feel this way. hmmms. How should I put it? The 'temptation to love again..' I admit that my past is what made me unable to trust and love as deep. I did , but it hurt really badly in the end. The one whom taught me how deeply i could love. The one whom taught me the symbol of infinity(did i spell it right? o.O). It was so painful i dare not love again.
But then... This is so tempting. XD
Going gaga over small matters. Sacrificing my most important sleep just wanting to accompany him awhile longer. Enjoying the chance to disturb him whenever I'm free. Making him blush is something i discovered I like to do. ><'' He might not be romantic but he's sweet. He's best in being honest. If there's a competition in "who can say the most SORRIES in a day?" the grand winner will confirm be him. He's the only guy whom lets me feel that he's really feeling very bad and sorry for saying the wrong thing and stuffs. I don't know what made me trust him. ><" Maybe because he always complains that it's scary how i can read him like a book.
He's the only person whom i feel, scared of the things I'm scared of? hmmmms. Well. what can i say? :) dumbdumb, if u're reading this... DON'T 'an shuang' and smile to yr comp i tell u !! <3<3
