1.13.2010
我想要成为你的眼
把最美的风景
收进你的心中
我想要成为你的手
好让我 从现在到以後
占有你温柔 一刻不放过
恨不得把明天没收
让你永远不会变动
专注的爱着我
我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得 我们那么爱过
我要替你收集笑容
怕未来 快乐变得贵重
要是少了我 你有多寂寞
太阳不会放弃天空
哪怕你不再属於我
我会在不同的窗口 给你拥抱
我忘不掉 你第一次吻我
PS WO AI NI.
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Hmms. Emo time listen to all the emo emo songs. Lame right! Hoho.
Don't know how this person manage to control my emotions so freely even without him knowing it himselfs. What is happening here? I really have no idea.
This is the first time I ever dare tell someone how much i love him. OK FINE! though I have to admit that there's still some part here and there i didn't dare to say it out. But then.... hmmms.... Emo whold night already you know!
This is SO NOT ME. ok fine. face it yzanne. :(
I have a bad feeling about all this, now. But somehow, good or bad i don't know. It seemed that this is not going to be like this. I don;t know how or what to say about it. hmmms. Was pressured and stress thinking too much about the things. i admit i think it's a bit too rush and stuff. But was happy you were brave.
I decided to do things my way, since you asked me to do anything i want. I don;t know how u feel now. How you think and how u're gonna react. But seriously, i don;t know if it's me who think too much or whatever, you felt further away already.
Like my gerger said, i won;t give things up so easily cause i don't like to regret later on. So i guess i'm just gonna do what i want and what i can and if i really get nothing, i won't regret.
Gerger and alvin talked to me the whole night. Seeing me stressed son't know for what. tears when i laugh. LOL.thanks ppl!
I really want to know how u feel and stuffs. The conclusion I've made through the night is that I'm gonna break the ice MYSELF. There are certain things you might be afraid of, or stressed about. But i guess I've seen much more and suppose to be much more stronger. If i can't break it in time, of cause, i'm aware of what will happen. But then, No matter how, I'm gonna try. NOT thinking of the wounds or scars i might get. Just plainly hoping you get a better future. Even if it's not with me in it.
Even if i cant be the one who can give u happiness. I'll wanna be the one who see u happy.
I guess this IS me?
AND OF CAUSE.
I don't wanna be.. waiting for you and stuff like that cause that would be so stressful for you lahh! So i guess I'm gonna put it like this....
I'ld be standing at the point when i still feel closer and important to you. Even if you're not going to be there with me anymore. I'm going to stay there for awhile, looking around to see if i can find any traces of you. I'll still be there, for now, so when u turn back and check if i'm dere. I'll be there, sitting in a dark corner trying my best to BE MYSELF AGAIN. So no matter what happens next, I'll try to be, ME. the one u felt is special.
HUUHUU~ so touching right! i wanna cry! XD OK TATA~
4:43 PM
