Everything is feeling different! My "darling" totally went missing. Give it all back to me!! Those SMS feels so so so so cold. Can't help thinking that you're even further now. What can I do? What else can I do? :(
I crossed out the name that I left on my body. I wished it would bleed even longer.
I couldn't sleep well yesterday. Even if I did fall asleep somehow, I dreamt of you. It was something nice in the front. But something bad happened. I teared while sleeping. Just don't leave me like this.
Tarots advised me to give you some freedom and space. I should had read my tarots before I talked to you on phone. Too late. :(
Friend said I'm just thinking too much. Being too sensitive about your everything. I cared too much about you you and you. I Totally forgot about myself.
Reflect the whole night. Summary is, I don't understand what I'm doing anymore.
OKOK!
You just called me darling. telling me you're going out now. Well it is your birthday today. Hope you have fun.
Guess I'll be holding my phone wherever I go, Making sure I don't leave out any of your SMSes.