I hate myself so much. Emo myself jiu hao. Why did I bother you. :( Suddenly too afraid that whatever I'm have now is going to change tomorrow morning. I knew your answer would be a NO. I still asked. Hoping there might be a surprise. Hoping I would atleast know the reason why NOT.
And now I finally know it. You don't believe anyone would love you this much. But what am I doing?!!
It's okay if I get together with someone else? It's okay if I get hurt badly by other guys and all doesn't concern you? It's okay for you to let me go? It's okay for you and nothing concerns you? No pain no itch? Serious?
He replied YES to all these.
But he was crying.
This is not what I want !! Selfish me. What can I do now?! Anything!!
Someone asked me to talk to him in person. How can I possibly do that?
It's raining now. He must be sleeping soundly (Well, I hope).
Which idiot will blog and cry at the same time? haha. I miss him badly.
I swear I won't let go of him so easily. Unless... Everything changed from tomorrow onwards..
God, Please, No.
"Never say die" is what he said to me last time.
Baby tell me what to do!! What else to do !!
- peng you dou quan wo bu yao bu yao bu yao na zhi ji de xin fu kai wan xiao dan shi zuo ren yi jing na me lei jia xing xing de xiang yao tao zai ai li lian zhen xin dou bu neng gei zhe cai zhen de zhen zhen de ke xiao
ai de tai zhen tai rong yi rang zhi ji si shen tai rong yi rang zhi ji chen luen tai rong yi bu gu yi qie man shi shang hen
wo tai ben ming zhi dao ni shi cuo de ren ming zhi dao zhe bu shi yuan fen dan wo hao shi fen bu gu shen
dan wo xiang xin you dian ke neng ke neng zai ai li mian zhe yang suan ben ke neng yong yuan mei you shuo wei yong hen dan shi wo bu yuan fang qi zhe li mian yi dian dian ke neng ning yuan ben ye bu xiang yao hui hen-
(Cuo de ren)
this song is in my mixpod list, I think. I like it alot.
